I want to d!e. I fell in love with a girl in february last year. we began our relationship and it was so so deep like our souls recognized each other even before we had confessed. But her marriage was already fixed somewhere else. We didn't stop, she promised she'd still love me, she cannot imagine her future without me. and then she began loving him. even before the marriage. its been almost six months into her marriage. shes having a bby.i still see her i still love her. i hate myself for it.