I hung out with my best friend last night and she told me she had outercourse with her bf of 4 months in the back of his car. I shouldn’t care but I think I feel jealous. I think I might have feelings for her but I don’t wan to, because I already have a gf of almost 4 years of who I love with all of my heart. I feel like a shitty bf and an even shittier friend.