i've been in love with my straight best friend since i was 11 years old. we've known each other for literally our whole lives as our parents are good friends and we've been close for as far back as my memories go. when we were 11 years old, he told me he had a crush on this girl and asked if he could practice kissing on me. i reluctantly let him, despite thinking it was weird, and my feelings started developing. we're 18 now and i'm still in love with him, even though he's straight. idk whattodo