I feel like suicide..I have thought multiple times before but couldn't dare to do it properly. It really takes a lot to really do it. Especially you should not be with kids because you can't trust anyone in this world with your kids. This thought gives me another excuse to ditch death. Actually theres no evident foolproof suicide method which is painless and reliable at the same time.

Pta chala bich m hospital k bed par hi latak k reh gy toh..na ghar k na ghat k..fir man m aega ki asa q hi kiya